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I just got my haircut!!! You could say that my hair was weird before this haircut. I had curly frizzy hair but I am finally getting into style. Though I must say its not really the emo look I was going for. I look more like that gay kid from that movie where they sing and play basketball..... Highschool musical that kid what is his name???? Oh shit Zack Effron. I hate it when Celebrities that I hate have the same first name as me. Well when I grow out my bangs then I will have better hair. I am wondering should I go for White Hair or Black Hair when I die it. Oh Well WEEEEEEE!!!!

Angry and betrayed I will bury my hatred away dieing in a way no other can see. My heart frozen over and thrust into the darkened corner. Shifted to the side for anothers pride. Rage frozen in time ever waiting here for all and ever time.

I lost the first girl I liked in 6 years today... Kind of depressing. Nothing I can do about it though I guess I will have to just turn around and walk away. Life is like one crushing blow after another you never get away and you just keep getting pressed into the ground until you are six feet under. At least I don't have to go see the person that turned me down. Depressing isn't it? It took me four years to get some of my friends because I am so shy and invisible. Well I guess another 6 years is a good amount of time to find someone I like and let my heart heal. Or shall I be cursed for evermore.